Finding Happiness After A Heartbreak

After my first heartbreak, I vowed to myself I would never fall in love again. I never wanted to feel the hurt and pain I felt in the darkest time on my life again. I always kept my guard up around anyone new I met because I was always worried I'd get hurt again. I feel like I have allowed myself to heal properly and close that chapter on my life in a healthy way and this blog has definitely helped with that. The support I have had from those around me is unbelievable and I couldn't thank everyone enough. My friends and family have been my biggest supporters over the past 11 months and I can hand on my heart say I am back to the old Emily. The Emily that goes to every concert, the Emily that tries to make everyone laugh all the time, the Emily that is a boyband loving nutter and the Emily that believes in love again. I am finally happy again. Especially this past month, it has made me realise that I deserve to be treated right, I deserve to be happy and I deserve to fall in love and not get hurt. I am being made to actually feel loved and appreciated, someone that actually likes to tell me how he feels about me, tells me everyday, without fail, how happy he is and how much he appreciates me. I'm not used to it and he knows I don't know what to say or do when he compliments me, I never know how to react to them. He makes me very happy but I'm still trying to learn that I deserve this and not everyone is going to hurt me.